| Feb. 25th, 2006 @ 08:50 pm Memories |
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Current Mood:  mellow
I'm going to go to bed as soon as I'm finished writing this. At 9:00 on a Saturday night. I'm like an old lady. Maybe, I'll go right from college to a nursing home. I bet there I'd be able to go to bed at 9:00 if I wanted to. I could also spend the day watching movies there like I did here. No sense in growing up and getting a real job - I'm just going to live in a nursing home after college. It's probably where I'm going to end up anyway, so why not just make it easier and go there right away? How sad is that. I don't want to spend the rest of my life in a nursing home, no matter how long I'm there. So indecisive.
One thing that I have decided, however, is to keep this darn thing that takes up a lot of time, even when I choose not to update for weeks at a time. I've been thinking I wanted to get rid of it for awhile, but after submitting to peer pressure and joining facebook and being excited by novelty of it, I realize that this thing is valuable, after all. Livejournal is like old school facebook, but instead of "how many friends can I find & stalk" it's a great place to keep memories. Prompted by Jenna (& Jakki, who did the same thing awhile ago), I went back and read a few entries from when I first started this thing. I've been able to remember things I've thought, felt, and did. And then a few years later, like now, I'm able to go back and understand how I've become the person I am now. What path I took to get here, and remember the person I was along the way. |